BLACK VALENTINE

Banyak yg bilang katanya bulan Febuari itu bulan kasih sayang,, apa iyaa ?? kayaknya gw gak ngerasain itu deh.. hahaha, mungkin emang bulan febuari tahun ini beda dari febuari2 tahun lalu,, Sekarang udah tanggal 13 Feb, dan bsk 14 Feb artinya hari Valentine, hari kasih sayang,, enak yaa yg lagi pacaran ngerayain valentine bareng, dinner bareng, wuuuuu.. ngiri deh jadinya,, haha sedangkan gw hrs belajar Try Out Try Out, mana nilai Try Out 1 sama 2 jelek2 lagi haiaaaa...

Try Out >> pelajaran >> BTA >> malemnya belajar lagi, kapan waktunya buat istirahat--"

udah deh kayaknya gw kebanyakan ngeluh,, jadi ga enak juga.. oyaa, ni gw kemaren nemu kata2 bagus lagi

Stop loving someone if they KNOW how you feel but they continue to hurt you.

Offline

Ok, sekarang saatnya offline, gara2 klamaan ngepost blog,sampe lupa makan ckck.. dan mgkn bakalan lama lagi buat ngepost blog2 lagi, gara2 udah Try Out gini, belom lagi tugas2 yang super numpuk itu.ckck Kita liat ajah nanti ending dari smua 'ini' gimana.. I just can't wait for the day when you look back and realize that i was the best you ever had

Happend on November - January

Ini dia yang namanya IJO LUMUT

tau ga artinya IJO LUMUT? gak tau kan, yaa ini adalah Ikatan Jomblo

Lucu dan Imut. HAHA.. tuh dari yang paling atas kiri, namanya paulus,

dodol2 gimana gtu orgnya, nah tuh sblahnya yg nyengir namanya Herwin

alias Aweng ato apung, nah ini dia Ketuanya, ud ketauan dari baju yg

dipakenya aja ijo, artinya mgkn Jomblo Abadi kali.hahaha, canda2

Itu yg pake baju kuning namanya Ivan, skrg lg mencari cari yg pas kayaknya.hahaha Nah sbelahnya Coe, dia jojoba, nah yg bawah dr paling kiri, namanya Aldo

nah yang ini gw gangerti dah gimana skrg,jadiaan apa kaga, gw jg bgung HAHA nah sbelahnya Gane namanya, suka banget sama david villa, udh mulai suka cowo kayaknya. HAHA. nah sbelahnya namanya Sluke, ini juga ga jelas,tapi si kemaren baru ajah balikan, mdh2an ajah langgeng dah tuh dia, sebelahnya, ya itu yg namanya Sandy.. hehe

Happy Family

Ngerayain taon baru sama mereka2 sampe jam stgh 5 pagi

baru pulang ke rumah.

Nobar AFF CUP INDO MALAY, sayangnya Indo kalah

At Kota tua on holiday

Pasti atau ga pasti ? Waiting or not ?

Menurut lu, kalo disuruh pilih yg pasti apa yang ga pasti lu bakal pilih yg mana ?

Mungkin pd bingung mksd pertanyaan gw apa, yg jelas ini berhubungan dgn prasaan gw sekarang,, dan kenapa harus ada yang namanya menunggu ? gw paling ga suka yang namanya menunggu, dan ini menunggu yg gak pasti, apakah gw harus nunggu lagi ? Emang sih, namanya juga suka ya emang harus ada pengorbanan, yaa emang masalahnya juga terlalu ribet dan panjangm ga mungkin gw ceritain disini... "I hope one day you will realize how much i really cared to you"

Hello World !! New Year New Spirit !!

Akhirnya gw kembali ngeblog lagi setelah terakir 19 Nov2010, sekarang udah 2011.. cepet banget yaa, ga kerasa udah mau lulus SMA. bentar lagi kuliah.. Ohh tidakk, bakal nambah beban yang pastinya. Dan mudah2an gw bisa lulus UN dengan nilai bagus,hehe.. Okee, ini post pertama gw di taon 2011.. Mungkin awal taun ini gw ngelewatinnya ga gampang, banyak bgt masalah, banyak banget tugas,kerjaan, blom lagi masalah yg namanya masalah perasaan hati lu. ya emang itu paling berat. Gw gak ngerti ini akan seperti apa, dan harus kapan begini terus, kita lihat waktu yg berjalan aja, ntar bakal jadi Happy Ending or Sad Ending.. tapi, dengan gini gw bisa belajar banyak utk ngadepin smua ini. :)

A Teaching Story :)

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

It's my new life :)

Sorry i choose my way to clear all problem with you. And I'm gone

I don't blame you at all, cause after all the things you did for me.

Because there are many reason that i did this to you,

But everyone thought that I was wrong to you,

and they didn't know the truth.

I'm Gone

This is my new life :)

Futsal Team SMAK4

Volley Team SMAK4

mampir dikit di brosur sekolah,senangnya :)

Senangnya melihat semuanya tersenyum :))

Life like kicking a ball

You must watch this film, so funny but sad ending :(

Rambut baru setelah dipotong guru, hasilnya ga gitu jelek tapi poni

ilang smua, tpi dengan ilangnya poni, gw berpikir gw keliatan lbh dewasa

HAHA

Searching for the new one ??

Kayaknya itu terlalu cepat buat sekarang, mendingan jalanin dulu deh yg kyk gini, sampe ketemu yang bener-bener pas dan sesuai. I love my new life, thanks GOD :)

Jadi, inilah khidupan baru gw, gw merasa nyaman walaupun kadang

kadang gw berasa ada yg kurang, tp gw yakin akan indah pada waktunya. :)